what had been so clear at the time of my soul retrieval is now clouded with self-doubt. am i a healer? am i meant to be a witch-doctor in training? why am i not having dreams? why can i not give up my vices? why when i decide to give up my vices do things suddenly turn to almost complete shit? why does this drive me to drink? why do i want to be numb?
the world is crumbling around me and to find beauty in this seems impossible.
how many times do i have to experience the beauty in pain before i get a reprieve from the torture and the chaos.
i am so tired. he is so tired. the world beats our backs and we are on our knees, begging for relief.
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