"at night, i open the window and ask the moon to come and press its face against mine. breathe into me. close the language-door and open the love-window. the moon won't use the door, only the window." -rumi
"DEATH IS THE VEIL WHICH THOSE WHO LIVE CALL LIFE; THEY SLEEP, AND IT IS LIFTED." -SHELLEY
"i have begun to listen to the teachings my blood whispers to me." -hesse

Monday, March 8, 2010

paranoia

there is a voice inside my head, speaking to me from somewhere around my right ear.

it tells me little things throughout the day and i can't always discern whether or not these things are true.

i listen anyway.


yes, i am a voyeur. 

but i don't want to be watched.

and yet here i am, making my presence known.


the internet is weird and big, but a small world at the same time. 


ayyyy it makes me so nervous.

i know, i'll remove my name from that side bar... that will help.

4 comments:

  1. I recognise these feelings well! :)

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  2. Oh, and I've put you on my blogger list. I hope you don't mind...

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  3. i think so long as my christian name is not visible here it is okay to be linked to...

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  4. p.s. my friend who showed me to your blog is also quite aware of the sweet cocoon of anonymity... we have had the discussion before. bless her.

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