"at night, i open the window and ask the moon to come and press its face against mine. breathe into me. close the language-door and open the love-window. the moon won't use the door, only the window." -rumi
"DEATH IS THE VEIL WHICH THOSE WHO LIVE CALL LIFE; THEY SLEEP, AND IT IS LIFTED." -SHELLEY
"i have begun to listen to the teachings my blood whispers to me." -hesse

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

why not write about it...?

i've been thinking recently that maybe it would be a good idea for me to start blogging again.

long ago and actually not so far away i was livejournaling like a mad woman. i killed off a blog i was keeping for a while and started a new one in '05 and shortly after that i got rid of my internet at home and quit writing.

i quit writing, almost altogether. i wasn't even keeping a personal journal.

...and that's so weird. why? because i've been keeping a personal journal since i was a wee maiden, living in indiana and experiencing extreme amounts of teenage angst in the middle of nowhere. i guess it's just getting harder the older i get to look at the MIRROR that writing puts in front of me. can't i just... bottle all this up or pretend i'm not thinking or feeling this right now?

i guess not. i mean, i guess i shouldn't.

what i'm trying to say is... hello blog. i'm sorry i've been neglecting you. i hope you help me keep track of my thoughts, feelings, experiences, etc. once more. *hugs*

2 comments:

  1. Welcome back! I'm so glad to see that you have decided to start writing again, both for the good it will bring you and for my PLEASURE as a reader. No one else uses such charming phrases as "wee maiden" and such. I <3 you and your writing style xoxoxo

    Om shanti <3

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  2. PS Also LOVING your color palette here. All of my favorite colors are represented :)

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