my dreaming last night was frantic. chasing a man through a parking lot in the snow, while the police were chasing me. i had some sort of message to give the man but he would not slow down enough for me to catch him. my feet were sinking into the snow and i was slipping as i ran. my voice was catching in my throat. i feel like i was trying to tell him something about his children. what it was i don't know.
i woke up late and in a frantic rush to leave for work... struggling to snap out of my dream state has been difficult this week. the dark moon is moving into pisces new moon this weekend and of course this means we're going into the realm of neptune, king of the seas of the subconscious and emotional body. for me this means the line between waking dream and nights dream will blur. so of course i struggle to wake up. rushing about attempting to resume daily life and looking at every object wondering...
"am i dreaming this?"
i shake my head in attempt to rattle myself awake. really, that never works. in fact, my entire drive into work this morning was a haze. nothing seemed normal until had my morning coffee.
tomorrow i can sleep in, for that i am grateful. it will be nice to ease myself awake, and have a full night of dreaming.
the moon is new on monday, so on sunday night i'll be going to the mounds at cahokia for a bit of meditation as the sun sets. monk's mound is a beautiful spot for watching the sun, be it rising or setting. i'll set my monthly intention at that time. of course, since we're going into pisces, it will have to be some intention related to dreaming. last year it was: "i am in the depths of my dreaming, remembering who i am"... i'm not sure what i'll set for my intention this year. i have a couple days to figure it out. i do hope the weather clears up, we're having lots of clouds and rain today.
speaking of dreaming, i'm off for a well-deserved nap. this has been a long week.
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